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I'm in my late 30's and I still have zero idea if I want kids or not.
I think you are in the silent majority. It reminds me of people not clearly knowing what they want to be when they grow up. I think most people aren't sure about either of those things. But there's a lot of pressure to pretend that you know. Be easy on yourself and stay happy either way. There are tons of great ways to do this life.
So normal! And so lonely.