Extra Safe Space #10

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My boyfriend cheated on me a few months ago, in the middle of the worst manic episode of his life (he has untreated bipolar), I stayed with him. He got fired yesterday (not bipolar related, just lacked enthusiasm for the job), I walked him home and imagined how broken he'd be if I dumped him then and there. I don't want to dump him, I love him, I just couldn't stop imagining how terrible he'd feel.